Happiness comes from within your Heart

I want to dig hole and disappear. Just like The Sims, when i don't like the life of the person i make for myself, then i can simply just make a new person and start another new life. That is game.... -_-

Thank you for Mel Zhang who gave me this file folder. When this morning i woke up and see closely with the picture and words on it. It cheers my heart a bit ^^

i still dunno yet what to do with this file folder, what to keep inside

The words on the file folder:

❤ Happiness comes from within your heart

     I am happy... I choose to be happy.... ^^
     shoo.... i don't want stupid thought to stay long in my mind. 
❤ A good day is expected to begin! wishing you a garden full of happiness, today and everyday!
     I hope so =)

Sleep....

This morning I shared about my sleep's bad tale to my colleague @the office. And she mentioned about it could be because too much thought. The words stuck in my heart.... Is it? Could be.... I wanted to sleep and my body was so tired already but why i can't just sleep? A lot of things in my mind, running here and there....

Or maybe because the weather? Recently it is very hot!!!! During these days, how much i long that i have air-con in my room.

Hopefully i can sleep well tonite. Amen =)

Being A Leader

I can say being a leader is not an easy job. Normally, leader's life will be watched by their people. The people will see how their life is. Are they worth to be followed? And their credibility will be watched also. A good leader is someone who recognized their strengths and weaknesses. Willing to improve their weaknesses and willing to impart or disciple their strengths to their people.

Are you a leader?

If yes, then be a good leader!

*time to ponder myself....

Not a leader yet?

Then... ❤ and support your leader! Accept their weaknesses because nobody prefect in this world. Everybody is learning.

* ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤ need a lot of God's grace here... =p

No More Coffee pls!

Since when i become addicted to coffee? Maybe it is because coffee is the only option provided in the pantry. Haha.. Recently, i drink coffee at least once a week, where before that i normally rarely drink coffee. Reason: unhealthy! But i ever read an article saying that coffee is good for preventing cancer. Well, i do not know which one is right and wrong.

Anyway, there is this Gold roast coffee <--- forgot the name, will update later, which really tastes good! =d It comes without sugar, so normally i will add 1 packet of raw sugar. Adding 2 packet of sugar is actually tastes nicer, but for my diet purpose 1 packet is good enough =)

But then, i come to realize that the coffee gives me side effect! After i drank the coffee, i feel weak. There is some strange feeling inside me, my hand feel weak! I guess it is time for me to stop drinking coffee. Probably coffee just not right for my stomach. Actually we do have tea in the pantry. But too bad, all are overdue date already.

Well, i promised myself not to drink coffee anymore. Well... at least once in a month ok lah... hehehe... =p

The reason why i'm writing this blog at the middle of the nite.... It is because i can't sleep -o- I tried to sleep since 12.30pm. Maybe it is because too much caffein.... Yesterday morning i drank 1 cup of coffee and in the late afternoon i drank "teh tarik". Regretting.. Why i ordered "teh tarik"?!

Well... tonite i'm meeting someone^^ so long never meet-up and updating each other. Really looking forward for tonite =)

Mr. Bean Ice Cream

Today I ate soya bean ice cream from Mr. Bean =d yumm!!!^^ The weather was so hot and i was asked by Smiley to meet-up with designer by my self. I went there by MRT. And i need to walk quite a distance from MRT station to the designer's office. Felt very thirsty so i decided to have a cold drink from Mr. Bean, healthy drink & refreshing. But, i ended up bought ice cream. This is my first experience eat soya bean ice cream and it tastes surprisingly yum!! It looks cute, i was tempted to take pic with it. But malu lah... haha.. The portion was quite big. Even for myself who normally loves big portion, this time round i find it is too much. I almost can't finished it. I dunno whether my appetite was not that good this afternoon or my eating skill decreasing? Anyway, next time i won't buy if i'm alone. Looking forward for my 2nd Mr. Bean ice cream indulgence.

Soya Ice Cream

Mr Bean soya ice cream is the first ever soya ice cream in Singapore to contain only 9.50g of sugar and 4.79g of fats per serving(100g). It is one of the ice cream with the lowest sugar and fats content in the market.

Awarded with the Healthier Snack label under the Singapore Health Promotion Board for three consecutive years, the soya ice-cream brings a whole new experience to soya consumption. It was officially launched in Year 2004, with the intent to introduce soya into everyone’s diet - from the authentic beancurd to the refreshing way of enjoying soya in a cone.

The Mr Bean Soya Ice Cream is a revolutionary creation in the food and beverage industry.

Usher

This morning God reminds me once again about characteristics of real servant. There are 6 of them, but 2 of them strucks my heart:

- Real servants do every task with equal dedication

- Real servants maintain low profile

Many times i look down on simple ministry, meaning that i'm not that happy on doing little thing <-- i want to do biiiig thing. Maybe it is because that i've done this before even beyond, so i thought i deserve more challenging ministry. A-full-of pride mentality of me! I know i was wrong. And i knew that God wants me to persevere and do every task, including every little task with equal dedication. I believe that God wants me to see it from different perspective and He wants me to learn about being faithful on every little ministry He had given to me until the time is come when He want me to minister in another field - in another height of challenge.

So, i still went to the church with struggles in my heart (it is my turn to serve as usher today and this is what i'm struggling recently).  Today is the first day of my serving in the new ushering team, which is also my 2nd periode serving as usher member. But, God is so good. He answered my prayer n struggle so fast. Before the prayer meeting started, someone came approached me and informed me about the ushering. Starting next week, I will be the usher captain!^^ So happy to hear that!! But in the other hand, there is a little fear in me also. I'm afraid that i won't be able to become a good usher captain. As i was also an usher team member whom always look onto the captain, observing the captains and complaining as well. haha... So, i just afraid that my usher team member will also observing me and complaning to me as well.

Well, i believe God whom give me the chance to do it, He will also providing me with wisdom and ability. Amen =)

Let me share photos of me in my usher dresscode: Hawaii-an~There was story behind this usher dresscode haha.. *can't share it here

Me in Concorde's toilet

Thanks to Nia's sunflower to add the accessories =)

In conclusion, God plan everything in the right time. So, if you have the same struggle as mine, maybe God wants you to learn to be a servant whom have the characteristics of real servant. A servant who still faithfully serving Him, when he/she doesn't like to do it. And a servant whom humbly serving, not hunger of promotion.

6 characteristics of real servant:

- Real servants make themselves available to serve

- Real servants pay attention to needs

- Real servants do their best with what they have

- Real servants do every task with equal dedication

- Real servants are faithful to their ministry

- Real servants maintain low profile
(taken from The Purpose Driven Life book by Rick Warren)

Happy serving God.... ~

Deepavali Day

I'm happy today because my blog is allright already^^

Dunno what happened, the thing that i know, my computer updated something yesterday morning.

Maybe that fixed my blog =) Thanks God!

Okay... I just want to share about the holiday for Deepavali day which is today (17th October '09) Actually I was given 1 day off, either yesterday (Friday) or Monday. But, it is because we are busy, we are having some kind of a-going-to-be-confirmed project, so no holiday. But, i'm given 1 extra day leave by the company. That is the story why we are loaded with tons of work. Hopefully this project will be confirmed soon. Amen...

Actually i really want the holiday soon. I have tons of things to do also (for my personal thing). I want to take just 1 day leave to do my things. But, i'm confused now because i'm still not confirmed yet by my boss. But according to my colleague, i'm confirmed already. It is only my boss haven't got the chance to inform me personally. Well, since he haven't inform me personally nor i have received any letter of confirmation yet, i feel that i don't have the right yet to take leave. And, for my November holiday i also haven't ask him yet. Hopefully, by next week i will have the chance to ask him =)

This weekend same as the other weekend which is full of activity. I have to discipline my self to at least cross my to-do-things list first, despite of doing anythingelse which is not in the list. Priority.....